Riight. So recently I've been trying to lose weight.Like, loads.'Cos I'm seriously overweight.I'm 5'9'' and 60Kg.Eugh. I don't have any self control. So far today: Brekkie: 1 Waffle.[not sure how many cals] Lunch:None Afternoon:Got home+had SIX waffles.I have no self control. I'm going to be FATFATFAT forever. I need to be able to do exercise without my Mum realising.She doesn't want me losing weight any more because of last time[don't wanna go into it]. I neeeed some pills or something to help me purge.When I purge I can't get everything up.I need help in purging. The only time when I don't feel the need to eat is when I'm with Ronnie[She can control me], at school and when I'm on here or some other pro ana site. I need someone to talk to during the afternoon when I get home and feel like a binge. My Mum doesn't like me going on the computer too much so I can't be on here all the time. Anyone? xx Current Location: Attic. Current Mood: sick
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